Panic Struck

Here it is....30 days til summer and I'm in a total panic. I've fell way off the band wagon. I guess you can say I fell off, rolled down the hill, and was swept away in the river. I am NO WHERE near where I want to be. Yes, life happens, but I should have never let myself get this bad. Months of binge eating and laying on the couch....I guess you could say the struggle is real. I've tried and tried to get motivated, but the feeling just wasn't there. So here it is...30 days til summer and I'm out of shape.

I am making a public promise to myself...no more binge eating, no more just laying on the couch. I will do atleast 30 minutes of exercise a day and try to fit more veggies into my diet. I will complete the whole 21 Day Fix with meal plan no matter what! My daughter's birthday party is less than a month away and I don't want to be the "fat" mom hiding in all the pictures.

Goal Body that I've been working for about 2 1/2 years now:

Tone and fit. Not a ridiculous dream. I can do it! Yes, I'm going to be sore. Yes, I'm going to want to quit, but I'm only hurting myself if I do. I need to put in the effort to get the results I want. Simple. As. That. There is no magic in this process. If I want to keep off the weight, I need to work for it consistently. 

There is going to have to be a lot of changes in my life. Meal prep is going to be my best friend. I'm going to have to say NO to the extra chicken nuggets Eva doesn't eat. No to pizza when I don't feel like cooking. (which won't happen because I'll already have my meals done!) I'm going to have to wake up early to fit my work out in! (good thing its only 30 mins) Tuesday, May 27th is THE DAY! I'm all in and no looking back! 

Pictures, meal plans, and recipies to follow!! Check back on June 3rd for the next update!